“My Own Time,” the latest track from Meeanjin/Brisbane indie rockets The Urban Sea, is one of the best indie-rock tracks I’ve heard in some time. The lyrics are poetic and personal, and they’re wrapped up in such a fantastic shimmery sound that’s bound to have you grooving by the time the first chorus kicks in.
“There’s a bit of Arctic Monkeys swagger and Spacey Jane jangle in there, especially in how we approached the arrangements,” shared songwriter and guitarist Shanan Kilner. “’My Own Time’ came from a pretty emotional place during a breakup where I was ready to move on, but my ex was struggling to let go. The relationship had reached its end, and deep down, we both knew it. Writing this song was my way of processing those feelings and realising that sometimes the healthiest thing to do is move on. The line, ‘You got love on your lips but blood on your hands,’ sums it up. There was still affection, but we both had a hand in why things didn’t work out. It’s not about blame, but about recognising that love alone couldn’t fix what was broken. I wanted to move forward without rehashing old arguments or trying to pin down who was at fault, which is where the lines ‘I got no more coins for that wishing well’ and ‘lay low and let it go’ came from – sheer exhaustion from going over the same things again and again. The bridge ‘In my own time, get my feet back on the ground’ was a reminder to myself that healing takes time and it’s okay to take things at your own pace. When I first wrote it, it felt like a release.
“I didn’t want the song to be heavy or sad, even though the emotions were. The upbeat indie vibe reflects that sense of freedom that comes with finally letting go, even when it’s hard. I think we’ve all been in situations where we know it’s time to move on, but the comfort of the familiar pulls us back. It’s not about heartache – it’s about strength, about taking control of your own life and time. I think a lot of people can relate to that feeling of needing to reclaim their space after a relationship ends. Writing this song helped me find that closure, and I hope it resonates with anyone else who’s ready for their own fresh start.”
There’s more new music on the way from The Urban Sea, with the band set to release a new EP, Sunsets and Silhouettes, in February.
Photo credit: Ryan Kovchenko
